The jig is up.

Hey everyone, guess what!!
































My mom now knows that I like yaoi! ...






So, apparently my friend told her mom, and her mom told my mom, and my mom told me.
And then that sparked a whole conversation/half argument about Homosexuals.
In which, she asks questions such as: "Jessica, do you even know what homosexuals do with each other?  Do we need to have another sex talk?  Because I don't think you understand that that is why they are called that. Homosexuals.  Because they have sex with each other!"  Oh my gosh.  The entire conversation was like that -_-  So now she has banned me from anything Yaoi.  But I don't think she understands that it's not something you can just suddenly stop liking.  Sure, you can take away everything that is bi, lesbian, or homosexual away from me, but you can't reach into someones heart and just make them stop liking things immediately.
It's like.....Ok here, let me give you an example.  My mom loves kids, so basically if someone went up to her and demanded to stop liking children, to hate them in fact, do you think she would do it? OF COURSE NOT.  If you like something it isn't so easy to simply forget about it and act like it never happened.  So am I just supposed to hide the fact that I like yaoi for the rest of my life? Because that is what it sounds like will have to happen soon.

Oh, also, my mom is going to be stalking this account (and my other account) for a while, to make sure I don't do, see, or say anything yaoi -.-  In fact, she is probably reading this journal entree right now! HI MOM! HOW YA DOING? HAVING FUN READING THIS?
Geez, now I feel stupid -_-



Ok, anyway, she said I had to change my DA username.....which isn't possible.  So now I'm having to switch over to my spare account.  I have spent the entire morning moving everything from my page over to the spare one.  And I still need to message all of my friends and watchers to ask them to switch over to that account as well.  Not to mention all of the groups I am in or watching that I will have to find and watch and join all over again.

Oh, and she said besides journals, I can't post anything (meaning my stories) on this account anymore.  So until I finish completely moving accounts, BTM will be on hold.

Hey, on some semi happier news; I went shopping for a dress to wear to my Formal!
Of course it was only half as fun as I had wanted it to be, since I was basically holding back tears the entire time so I wouldn't go and start bawling in the middle of the store.  But I got a dress and loads of jewelry, so it made my day a bit better.

Of course, I was also told that I had made my friend cry AGAIN.  Which made my mood drop  so low into depression you don't even know.  Could this day get any worse!?

Of course it can.  My dad doesn't know yet, and of course mom is going to tell him.  And he's a pastor.  A PASTOR! Which means the whole Christian "Homo stuff is a sin' thing is even bigger with him! Oh, I cannot WAIT to have the long, dragged out talk we are bound to have.  I'm so insanely exited, it's almost impossible to hear the sarcasm in my voice! -.-

So, to conclude, I am switching accounts.  This is the first of many messages where I will be saying; Please watch and friend THIS account --->


That is all T_T